It's been a while since the feeling of heartfelt pain worth enjoying and reminiscing moments worth haunting, have swept me in the past few days. Although, I cherish strong fondness around deary ones. This ardor is distinctive from the rest.
Throughout my life, I tried strategies and containment to escape from this feeling of affection, illusion, romance and passion, giving reasons for my escape. And here I am, conquered by the same. Lost and confused, I still find it difficult to affirm this state of mind! On the other hand, consoling myself to comprehend it as a phase of life.
It is a mess! to get lost in thoughts you never thought you would think of and finding solutions to control such intense force of emotion, to think straight at all times. One must acknowledge one's own state of mind, at any cause or event. To constantly think right, is the key to enjoy emotion and its acceptance.
We are circled by people who would endlessly change thoughts and perceptions before accepting it. It is here, where one must follow what he/she finds best for him/her. A point may arise where your decisions turn out to be assertive, and times where they can be negative. The silver lining lies under the thought of individual decisions taken by a person with independent thoughts. In which case, the things that might not be liked can be left aside.
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